I was quite down recently, although no one can tell it by my appearance. I tried hard to get normal. Maybe, my hectic life has also contributed part of this emotional turbulence.

For lunch, I was particularly blue. I don’t want to talk to anybody. I went out alone, heading to nowhere. Immediately, I thought of chocolate. Yup, I wanted chocolate for lunch. I want to cheer myself up. I went to ifc, got myself to the 2^nd floor and headed to Lenoidas Chocolate. Yup, you’re rite. I prefer Lenoidas then Godiva, though both of them come from Belgium. Suddenly, I changed my mind. I also prefer something icy to cool myself down. Icy and chocolate? What did I get at last? Do you know the answer?

Chocolate ice cream! I turned to City Super and bought this. Swiss ice cream. Extremely creamy and tasty. Of coz, if you spent a hundred bucks on this lunch like me, you’ll also understand the reason.

When I was walking in the supermarket, suddenly something slipped into my mind. It took me too long to understand what’s on earth going on. I’m just not confident enough. I finally admit this. However, I didn’t feel relieve. Not a tiny bit.

An always-recognized-as-confident gal finally realized that she’s simply not as tough nor as confident as what she and others perceive. That’s……awful.

She knows that very well, no one can take him out. However, what she couldn’t go through is that she thinks she’s not his best choice. At least somehow, she feels that right under his heart she’s not equally treated as what she deserves, as compared with his ex. This may not be true, though. She couldn’t get out of it. She is lost.